I wish that you're here to hug me tight
Just like how you did last fortnight
I felt safe when you held me in your arms
It seemed like you were protecting me from being harmed

Eventhough you never said a thing
I find that very comforting
Because it felt like you understand
Without listening to my rant

I am very dissapointed with myself
My self-confidence is now the size of an elf
It's not like I didn't try
If I told you I didn't do it, that'll be a lie.

I know this is not the first
But it definitely felt like the worst
I really gave it my best
I don't know why I'm still feeling depressed

Although I told myself not to compare
I actually do care
I'm quite aware
That comparing will only bring despair

I can't change who I am, you see
Because this is the real me
I am feeling very down
If I don't do anything soon, I know I'll drown

When I stretched out my arms the other day
I was surprised you didn't push me away
It felt so good when you held me close
You made me forget all of my sorrows



So, just come back and hug me tight
Because I know you'll make everything alright.

I need to start to be myself

Cause I'm sick of everybody else.

Just wait until you see

I'm going to show you the real me.

My Great Escape

Been feeling crappy all week. I could feel multiple feelings churning in my tummy at the same time. Don't know why. All I know is that I miss B, although I've only met him once.

How wonderful.

I had a long chat with Susanna today. She told me some things which I thought was pretty important. Honestly, I hate comparing myself with everybody else. I'm tired. I just want to leave everything behind. I need a holiday.

I need my great escape.

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that I'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight.

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Eeep!

Bryan Donahue from Boys Like Girls :)

Paul Digiovanni from Boys Like Girls :)

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He gives the tightest hugs! <3

Paul :)

P.S: I told you it'll be my blog post of the year *wink*

Love Drunk!

Apologies for the lack of updates. I was pretty busy pigging out like no other *grins*
Gosh, I wish I could tell you what's happening to my life right now but I can't. Not just yet.
Though all I can tell you is to wait for 5 more days for my blog post of the year.
Till then, I'll continue on with my pigging out :D