I'm really glad that I managed to talk to you yesterday because by doing so, I have finally realized how silly I have been for the past 10 months.

Although it hurts to admit the fact that nothing is ever going to happen between us, I'm really happy to finally accept and acknowledge it because I know I will never mean as much to you as you mean to me.

This sucks but it's reality.

But you know what else I've come to accept and acknowledge as well?

The fact that my infatuation for you has expired and now you'll only mean as much to me as I mean to you.

I don't want you anymore.

Yesterday's dream was one of the best dreams that I ever had :) It wasn't because of the fact that I was walking around aimlessly at a beautiful pier.

It was because I was walking around aimlessly at a beautiful pier with you :)

I went on a shopping spree in London last Saturday and boy was I guilty when I came back! :(

I promise I'll never go on a shopping spree like that ever again! Time to bring out the thrifty old me.

My guilty pleasures are as follow.

My first Tiffany ring! :)

Juicy Couture band :)

I love these <3

Goodbye for now!

PS: Did I mention that he had his arm around me the whole time? ;)

Lei hou, ngor kiu ah yee :)

Can't wait to get my Tiffany ring tomorrow!

*drools

You're that guy that no matter how many more guys I go through

I'll always have a thing for you

:)

274 days left until we meet again, B!

:)

I miss you!

I miss -:

My ah pa

My Cs and E - Celine, Carmen, Charmaine and Elaine ;)

My J and S - Jeslyn and Stephanie <3

My other S - Susu!

My crazy cousins :)

Hugging B! :)

Ballet class

Getting ready for concert

Dancing on stage

Having awesome make-up

Taking model-y pictures

Being involved in photoshoots :)

Camwhoring during photoshoots :P

Appearing in MYC! ;)

My ex-colleagues

Camp

Sleepovers

Driving

My highschool friends

My classmates who are not here with me

Telling the story of my life in a special way

Random yumcha sessions

Travelling with friends

Camwhoring in a moving vehicle

Acting like hooligans in a restaurant ;)

You know I love you Sharmayne

Camwhoring with the diva

Appearing in newspapers :P

Camwhoring in a packed club

Meeting new awesome people :)

What about you?

What/who do you miss?

:)

Dear Stalker,

I'm already 10,529.93 kilometers away from you and I am planning to maintain that same amount of distance for a very long time. So why are you still emailing me about your life and things like that?

I honestly don't want to know.

Sincerely

Please forget me and stop emailing me.

Nothing beats sitting near the window to look at the clear blue sky while listening to Harry Potter's soundtrack all day.

If you close your eyes and believe hard enough, you may even see a couple of owls flying across the sky or even a flying blue Ford Anglia with three certain Weasleys swooping down to save you from the despair that Uncle Vernon (or in this case, your friends) has inflicted on you.

I don't think I realized how lucky I am to be in Harry Potter land because I do take things for granted at times.

However, that's over and done with because I've finally came to my senses. I'm going to make the best out of it and no one is going to stop me.

Not even you, motherchucker.

PS: If you still think I'll give two hoots about you after what has happened, you're really one dumb fark.

Kthxbai.

It's freaking 4 degrees outside now.

Anywho, hello! How have you been?

I have been stressed out like crazy this week due to an unnecessary problem but thank goodness everything is all good now :)

Winnie and I were supposed to go to London for a day trip today but we decided to stay in our tiny town to shop instead. With that in mind, we headed to a nearby mall - which is a 30 minutes walk from our campus.

Us camwhoring in the middle of the walkway

We arrived at the mall around 1pm and walked around for a bit before we stumbled across a poster shop. That place is pretty cool as they sell 3D posters at a reasonable price. Winnie and I went through piles and piles of posters before she found an awesome one that depicts a double decker bus driving past Big Ben. I really wanted to get that as well but they only had one :C

We actually thought of going to Tesco but I had to get back to skype with my Cs at 4pm, so after our lunch, we went back home.

Don't be deceived by the sun.

It's freaking cold here!

Winnie and her bags of clothes

I managed to talk to them for a solid hour (except Carmen Wong of course. She ditched us after saying that she'll take '3 minutes' for her shower :c ) We had a pretty good time laughing and joking around like how we used to so and that made me felt secure in a way. It feels like even if everything were to change, I can still rely on them because they'll remain the same :)

Okay now, it's almost close to 1am now. I need to shower and then head straight to bed :)

Good night!

PS: I think I already found my 21st birthday present that I would like to get for myself! :D