Have you ever listened to a song with no lyrics and yet you still feel like it's speaking to you regarding all those cooped up feelings you had in the back of your head?

I always feel like this whenever I listen to Harry Potter's soundtracks. The comfort I get from the melody and harmony is endless. I finally have an avenue where I do not need to vent out my feelings in order to feel understood...accepted.

Whatever happened in the past have definitely reinforced my mentality to no fully rely on people because people come and go. That's why I associate my feelings with things - like Harry Potter for instance because deep down, I know that those books and stories; that world, my escape- will always be there for me regardless. Call me superficial if you must but I have had a fair share of things that I do not want to relive or experience again.

I don't ever want to feel that way again and I have promised myself that I will never ever allow myself to feel whatever I felt before.

I may be pretty bad with promises in the past but this is one promise that I'll keep.

Forever.