I'm really glad that I managed to talk to you yesterday because by doing so, I have finally realized how silly I have been for the past 10 months.

Although it hurts to admit the fact that nothing is ever going to happen between us, I'm really happy to finally accept and acknowledge it because I know I will never mean as much to you as you mean to me.

This sucks but it's reality.

But you know what else I've come to accept and acknowledge as well?

The fact that my infatuation for you has expired and now you'll only mean as much to me as I mean to you.

I don't want you anymore.

Yesterday's dream was one of the best dreams that I ever had :) It wasn't because of the fact that I was walking around aimlessly at a beautiful pier.

It was because I was walking around aimlessly at a beautiful pier with you :)

I went on a shopping spree in London last Saturday and boy was I guilty when I came back! :(

I promise I'll never go on a shopping spree like that ever again! Time to bring out the thrifty old me.

My guilty pleasures are as follow.

My first Tiffany ring! :)

Juicy Couture band :)

I love these <3

Goodbye for now!

PS: Did I mention that he had his arm around me the whole time? ;)

Lei hou, ngor kiu ah yee :)

Can't wait to get my Tiffany ring tomorrow!

*drools

You're that guy that no matter how many more guys I go through

I'll always have a thing for you

:)

274 days left until we meet again, B!

:)

I miss you!

I miss -:

My ah pa

My Cs and E - Celine, Carmen, Charmaine and Elaine ;)

My J and S - Jeslyn and Stephanie <3

My other S - Susu!

My crazy cousins :)

Hugging B! :)

Ballet class

Getting ready for concert

Dancing on stage

Having awesome make-up

Taking model-y pictures

Being involved in photoshoots :)

Camwhoring during photoshoots :P

Appearing in MYC! ;)

My ex-colleagues

Camp

Sleepovers

Driving

My highschool friends

My classmates who are not here with me

Telling the story of my life in a special way

Random yumcha sessions

Travelling with friends

Camwhoring in a moving vehicle

Acting like hooligans in a restaurant ;)

You know I love you Sharmayne

Camwhoring with the diva

Appearing in newspapers :P

Camwhoring in a packed club

Meeting new awesome people :)

What about you?

What/who do you miss?

:)

Dear Stalker,

I'm already 10,529.93 kilometers away from you and I am planning to maintain that same amount of distance for a very long time. So why are you still emailing me about your life and things like that?

I honestly don't want to know.

Sincerely

Please forget me and stop emailing me.